I am waiting for my results. Computers are working all days and I am just checking them and control them through the run. I can't really do anything more...I have to be in office all day, and just staring to the monitor to check the server and the grid engine. Well, not too much to do so I am hanging around in the campus. Going to library, barber institute, siting in the grass and talk about all kind of bullshit with friends, getting chipsy and again coming back to office.
I still couldn't extract some proved physical rules out of my evolutionary code, but I am going near and near. Yesterday I got to Newtonean kinematic principle. But still Bernoly equation is a pain in the ass. Still waiting for the last results....
I had a very nice discussion last night with Valeria, my lovely collegue and house mate from Uruguay, about happiness. What is the reason to feel it and like all the time I tried to address it in a mathematical way (Math is going to fuck my mind, I am telling you). Anyway during the discussion I got to couple of very important building blocks to put it in my cognition framework. At some points she asked me what you are believing it. It was very tough question...I am thinking about it all the time, but on that moment all of a sudden the dark side become transparant as Martini and Limonad and I reply her: all the things that I can't mathematically proved that they are wrong....Yes, that was the answer. I read it before in Poper bullshits but I never catch the point.... This statement can be used as the new building block. Opening all the sources of information and then try to neglect the wrong statements by new information and feedback from environment....Yannis, man I will make that human modeling system, give me more time man, maybe another life, and new genration of grid engines!!!!
Another fantastic image that she gave me was the interpretation of boundary conditions in our daily life. I am talking about boundry conditin in space, not time. Like two particles with the same characteristics in t=0 but in moving different direction....She gave me the fucking image. We were talking in a very narrow walk and all of the sudden she told me the word. I was searching for it for a long long time. I couldn't help myself and I started kissing her!!!!!...Thanks a lot Valeria, you are a STAR!!!!!!!!....
Math can fuck your mind. But I really love to be fucked up in this way....At least I am not hurting anybody so what more you want from me??...It is the best addiction I guess....You never pay for it from your pocket....so put more math on the table!!!!
