Sometimes something happens and you realize that you are more than an simple evolving random process….by calling a number you remember that you have some relatives somewhere in this planet. Not even that, you realize that one of them have a boy in 9 years of age and you remember the last time that you saw this guy….It was his wedding and I was 18 years old….and you remember the lovely wedding in Rafsanjan, with amazing sky and stars up my head….And you remember that flight from Tehran to Kerman and driving from Kerman to Ranfsanjan with strange landscape which you can just respect it and noting more….
Sometimes just by calling a number you realize that you haven’t been told that your granny was terribly ill….You are talking with her while you are not sure that she even remember who you are….And you can’t say anything to anybody….
Sometimes there is a bee in your room with closed window and you are wondering what you should do….It becomes the toughest problem of your life….should I kill it or not….
Sometimes you receive an unexpected email from a friend and you are floating in your past, when you were young and everybody was young and so innocent….you remember a felling of a childish love that ended so tragic while you smile….
Sometimes you are going to take an exam and you are saying a stupid lie and then you think why I said that and you just remember that you are a human
Sometimes you realize that how much you have been ignorant and how much you suffer other people because of your ignorance….
When the complexity increases, feeling emerges…..When feeling emerges, unconsciousness amplify and after a threshold it makes the system dream and when it dreams it becomes living organism….and I’m still imagining about the similarities and differences which I recently have a great doubt that is it even worth thinking
The bee is still sleeping on the top of the lamp while dreaming!
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